Tuesday, November 07, 2006
yea...!! own a blog at last...hahak..i noe it lame...hahak...tis blog is actually not created by me...u tink i so expert meh to tis...all tis thanks to pamela for doing tis...having to spent hours on tis computer juz to help me find a background tat i like...hehe...i noe i veri the choosy...but cant be blame la...hahak...thanx alot pam for spending ur tyme at my hse when we are actually SUPPOSE to be in sch studying...(:a bit bout myself la hor...miie the pinkish gerl...miie veri lazy...miie hate to be told wat to do...miie dont like betrayer...enough la k...
haiz....suppose to go to sch juz now but i went hm...stoopid rit...!!! if i noe i didnt wan go to sch wat for i wake up early in the morning...5.30 sum more..!!!if not i could be like sum of us who never come...so stoopid of miie...then go home oso muz go see doctor...i dont gif a damn...juz write letter...hahak...go sch oso we are not learning anithing...juz worksheets...wat are we suppose to do...now is holidaes leh...no mood to study liao lah...!!it juz all bout re-caping wat we haf learn during the beginning of the year...it sooo boring la...but maths lessons we can not miz...hahak...
bout him...i don noe la...yes...!!i admit i was jealous when she n him were tat close...but i really couldnt help it la...i juz get frustrated la when he heck care me...i juz felt like im juz a nobodi to him...juz becoz he haf her...i really cant take it animore tat time...i noe la...his younger bro stade wif her but tat doesnt means they can call each other every minutes every hours...i may seem like couldnt be bothered...but actually im juz keeping to myself the feelings...i juz dont like to tell her the truth...im juz afraid to tell the truth..!!!idont wan her to tink tat im too insecure...i hate it...juz tat tyme when we go out tgt for a visit during hari raya she alreadi shoot miie saying to her mother tat i feel jealous n insecure...of coz i am la..!!wat if i do tis to u...to ur dear sum more.. u surely dont like it rit..tat is how i feel...now u noe y i don wan to tok to u for 2 daes first...i juz wan to relax myself first b4 toking to u back...in class oso when u tok to me i sum kind of ignore u rit...i juz cn nt face up to u...if juz cant stand it animore...bout the letter i gaf it to him oso u read..now u hapi wat tat i haf written to him...it not bout bein insecure..!!but i juz wan to clear all my doubts...it damn confusing to be on tis type of relationship do u noe tat...where a guy is juz messaging u instead of toking to u...am i too demanding..?!?i noe im juz too sensitive,petty n pampered rit.... can u guyz who is reading tis plz don tell the she tat im refering in tis blog...pLEASE...!! i beg u...i dont wan her to noe bout it...i juz dont wan her to noe the truth...!!!but i noe sum daes she will read tis herself...im veri sure...
k la i end it her for todae...to be continue in the next episode...muahahaha...haha...wateve...
bubbye everyone...