Monday, September 05, 2011
wow! been close to 4 or was it 5 mths since i blog eh?been too busy with life.. oh well, nothing new for me! teehee~
ward had been pretty much the same..
becoming from merepek to even much more merepek ..
i just have to endure, till when, i've no idea ..
seriously!
so yes, abt my very own personal life ..
ehemm! ehemm!
okay, i shall confess..
been in contact with this guy for a mth plus..
i got to know him from my sister bf fren's..
life been different since than ..
trust me! parents seem to accept him that easily eh?
no kidding man!
seriously, they been good and everiting abt him, if u get what i mean?
just this last sat, i went out with him ..
and came bck at 3plusam..
cause i was under the block accompanying hym..
noo, maa or father didnt nag or investigate lyke they usually do..
but when they ask, i just explain loh ..
' he's sleepy, and org tak smpai hati nak tgl kn dier srg2 pat bwh, so org temankn loh'
as simple as that!
maa reply that actually surprised me much!
' asal tak ajak dier naek tumpang tido bilik abg skejap?'
lyke WOW! wierd isnt it?
but whatever it is, i hope things will turn out the way allah had plan for us ..
klau sekirenyer jodo jatoh ditangan dier, aku trime seadenyer..
but if things were to turn out unexpectedly sour, aku reda ..
I'M NOT PUTTING ANY HOPE to this things now ..
i didnt wanne get hurt, lyke again!~
it takes me more than TWO people to wake me up from this stupid things!
some even though that, i've turned lesbi sia!
what the hell, hell the what!
i'm not afraid of falling in love, but all i'm afraid was to get hurt all over again!
:/
i shall be praying for the better,
and i hope, HE will give me the answer as the time goes by!
aminnn ..