Sunday, January 09, 2011
did i reali put on weight?
i do realised that my cheeks had been getting chubbier,
but my body, errr .. abit susah to see -.-
no, it doesn't matter to me ..
it just that someone this morn asked,
' did u gained weight? '
so, does my cheeks make it obvious that i gained weight?
or only my cheeks that are gaining weight?
im just curious, seriously ..
so anyway, life had been just the same ..
work, home, work, home, work, home etc ..
work had rob me off my freedom, seriously ..
been having a hard tym to meet-up with my beloved babes,
which is sad, reali :(
i'm trying very hard to squeeze in a lil bit of tym here and dere,
just to spend tym with em ..
and i swear, i'll be dead tired after that :(
see, how am i supposed to get a boifren if i dont even have tym for myself? :(
tak jage btol, check2.. mataer lari tinggal kan kiter :'(
talking abt boifren,
one of my staff keep asking me to get myself a boifren fast ..
ahhh! c'mon, im only TWENTY ! DUER-KOSONG, well, not yet ..
in 4mths tym .. let's wait till i'm 21, shall we ?? *giggles
okay, let get serious ..
why should i find a boifren now?
okay, maybe i da trbiase dgn single life .. i dont find it boring at all ..
it's been almost a year since my heart was last broken ..
and i swear, even if it's just two ..
this TWO, can drive me crazy ! or even to my own grave !
i've learnt lot,from this past two r/s, well maybe just one proper r/s ..
the other one was just lyke a 'one-nyt-stand' kinda thing gtu ?
it's reali a heart break habis duer2 !
but it makes me strong, even much stronger than i was before ..
it thought me to be much wiser when choosing ur partner,
don't trust em too much, jgn bagi muke ..
and jgn sedap2 jek nak ikot mane2 llaki ..
and sorry to say this, guys bloody sweet words doesn't works on me now,
in fact, long tym go !
i admit, i was so dumb .. stupid .. naive ..
i was soft-hearted back than ..
i give in to guys, give them what they want ..
just because i love em, but what i get in return ?
nothing, but lies .. lies .. lies !
i've finally put a stop to everithing, and this is why i'm doin all this ..
i've avoid contacting guys,
i've stop smsing, cause i think it just a waste of my tym, and bill -.-
yes, ppl may find it wierd ..
but that just the way i am !
this is my way of avoiding any more heart breaks !
i'm sorry to the few, who i've been avoiding for the past months ..
seriously, i'm not interested in contacting with guys, for now ..
it doesn't mean that, i turn into a lesbian !
my mum will KILL ME if ever i become a lesbian ! giler -.-
it takes tym, sooner or later, i'll get one ..
don't worry, it just not my tym yet ..
chill2 uh brother ! :)
so anyway,
i've type too long .. waayyyyyyyy too long !
i'm having my sixth morn shift in a straight row tmr,
and i'm happy with it, caused i survived the other 5days :)
yes, i might be complaining abt bein tired and all,
but i still love it !
call me crazy, i dont give a shit !
;)
and oh, happy belated new year yea !