Having night shift now, and my mind is lyke goin crazy..
Still having this stupid headache on and off, which is seriously irrits~
adding on with this fcuking things, otak bole pecah bodo!
I nid a break, a very long break..
Away from everyone, away from my stupid fcuking life..
I had enuff, just when i tot everything is gonne be alright..
It turns out just the same lyke the previous one..
Been too dumb, not realising that guys are awaes up to no good..
*big sigh*
; thanx maa for the long, warm hug and kisses before u left e house just now..
Thanx for saying all those things that somehow knock some sense into me..
; thanx kakak for bein there and giving me a hug too,
cause u know i nid that..
Crying out infront of u ppl, are my last options..
By now, u pple shld know me well enuff; aku keras kepale, when it comes to guys..
But den, that was just too much,
Till my mind couldnt take in any further, i had emotional breakdown..
This are the people who will be dere when nothing goes right..
U're family will stick ard, no matter what..

For the fcuking first tym,
I've cried this badly for a guy who is not even my boyfriend..
I've cried over somebody else man..
Knowing the whole truth sure hurts fcuking much!
All this while, u've been lying to me over and over again..
So, all this while, when i die2 thinks that u're attach was true enuff, attchd for 15mths alr luh kn..
It's just so wierd that u keep denying abt it.. What were u thinking dude?
*sighhhh*
But at least im happy that, i found out abt it before i did it again..
I thanx HIM for that, he's saving me from bein a fool !
Just so u noe, HE wants me to know, what kind of a person are u..
Harap muke jek hensem, tapi prangai stop it sia!

Oh well, panjang2 type pon tak gune..
Nth will chg !
All this heartache will still be here, no matter what..
Ahhh, i reali wan a longgggg break!
Sister, when can i get my annual leave?? I nid it very badly :'(
lyke now !