Friday, March 26, 2010
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i donnoe why, i jus felt that ..my heart is in a mess ..
i cant feel a single ting, i mean, i've LOST interest in contacting with guys ..
dere's is still sumting that i reali wish had happened ..
ever since i read what my ex send to me in facebook,
it just makes me tink back .. be it good or bad ..
i wanne be frens with my ex, lyke how every othr girls wish too, right ?
but sumting in me that stops me from doin so ..
yes, maybe i'm not yet 100% over everiting ..
maybe i still cant accept the facts that he lied to me, not once not twice and not even thrice ..
i've been a fool to hym alot of tym, but yet i still choose to keep quiet about it ..
and let hym have the happiness that he have now ..
now, i'm not jealous or watever shit ..
i'm just hurt, by what he did to me .. been hurt so badly, till my heart refuses to move on !
i wish to start a new r/s, but i just cant love them .. get me ??
how long more do i have to suffer this way ??
how mean can one be, habis manis sepah dibuang eh ??
but, i must say this .. i do miss hym, tak salah kan ?
:'(