Sunday, December 27, 2009
ahhh ..i just hate having this feelings ..
u know, lyke .. at any point of tym, i will just carik pasal with cinte ..
i donnoe wat is it that i wanted ..
i know, he wont be able to layan me 24hrs ..
or even when he have the tym, he'll be very very tired ..
or out with his friends and such ..
and i MUST understand that !
i tried to understand,
but just this feelings, is stopping me :/
i donnoe, at one point ..
i just feel lyke ending everything ..
because,
i cant be the one hurting cinte all the tym !
i don wanne hurt hym again and again ..
i didnt wan hym to feel that, aku ni mcm penghalang ..
i mean lyke, ni tak bole .. tu tak bole ..
i tried to be the best that i can be, just for u ..
i tried to be understanding ..
i have to say this,
u're lyke one in a million gtu lorr ..
u neve gets angry with me even for once when ..
- im late, when u alr rchd at my carpark dwnstairs .. and i keep saying, ' im cuming dwn now' .. and u noe, im not ! and u have to wait for lyke another 15mins before i reali came dwn *oppsss*
- i carik pasal for almost every of the fights we have ..
- i give u my fcuking attitudes, and u tried to do all sort of nonsense just to make me smile or laugh lyke crazy .. but it didnt work :/
i can reali see that,u're trying ur very best to give in to me whenever possible ..
i have NEVER, i repeat ..NEVERRRRRRRRRRR see u getting angry with me or over watever shits that i've done ..
i have NEVER, hear u scolding me any vulgarities to me .. except for fcukyou, in a joking manners *winks*
and i'm awaes the one, making u sad and emo all the tym .. i'm sorry !
even sumtym, i still tinks that ..
u're too perfect for me, cinte !
from jun 11 up till now,
u're a completely different person ..
i just feel that, aku ni cume tau merosak-kan anak org jek :/
reali, thats how i feel ..
just what is wrong with me now ??
*sigh*
watever happens, i still love cinte !