Saturday, October 31, 2009
i'm pissed off, totally !pasal klau bole tk nak saketkn hati kwn,
and just go with the flow ..
this is wat happens !
yes i know, i shldnt have shouted at yana ..
but i cnt help it !
maii acted lyke as if dier tak salah apaper ..
tlg larh, jgn pikir pasal diri sndiri, tinks abt othrs jgk larh ..
i'm lucky enuff that i didnt have to wait for almost 2hrs lyke that tym !
once and twice, thats enuff larh ..
ubah larh ciket prangai tu ..
i'm lucky, that i didnt leave house at 2.30 when we have to meet at 3 !
klau tak, tgu larh aku mcm org bodoh pat ctu lagi ..
i swear, its just a turn off to me !
i'm in no mood to study, but i still go ..
i purposely wait till 3++ den board the train ..
dere u are, only otw to meet yana !
and halfway, it rain .. i tot u guys were goin to lyke walk back to e bus stop or something and board the bus before the rain got heavier .. and get to another place to cont on with our notes ..
but yea, u guys wanted to walk ard that gallery .. which pissed me off totally !
i kept quite, pasal aku masi mampu bersaba ..
i'm not in the mood to walk ard, all i tink off is to cont on with the notes ..
but dere, u guys, were happily talking and walking ard ..
lyke i've neve exist infront of u !
yes, u guys tried to talk to me before that.. but yea, org da binget , wat do u expect ?
but when u guys still want to walk ard, it's reali irritating !
with my fcuking mood all down,
this where i shouted, ' yana ! krg masi nk blaja ke tak ?! '
i choose not to listen to maii .. because i was totally pissed off !
yes, it was raining heavily but i didnt know abt that ..
only when we rchd outside, den i realised abt it !
i decided to wait no more, i walked off in the rain ..
yes, i repeat .. its raining heavily !
i'm mean .. i'm brainless .. i'm selfish !
so ?? sampai biler nak kene mcm gni siaa ?!
pikir pasal org laen punyer prasaan jgk larh !
yes, u have ur afiq's problem before that ..
tapi tu bukan alasan dier larh weii !
before i leave my hse, in my mind ..
i just wanne go out and study and have funn lyke how we used too ..
but yea, sungguh menyaketkn hati !
i'm not blaming anione .. but yea, maybe indirectly, i am blaming someone !
da bnyk sgt saba, till i tink i cannot saba lagi ..
so, i guess both of u will be more den just happy to walk ard or do watever shit w/o me ..
one more, and i swear u wouldnt lyke my attitude maii ..
tadi tu bru ciket jek .. dere's more to come okay !
i'm sorry yana for shouting at u ..
i noe u wouldnt show ur prangai or unhappiness to me ..
aku da cukop knal kau ..
aper org bt pat kau, kau diam jek ..
pasal kau syg kawan ..
i reali sorry abt it ..
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thanx larh, KAWAN !