Monday, September 07, 2009

okay, yes .. finally an update ..
done with CP2.1, left with one more term ..
fast ehh ? hmm ...
back to school todayyyy .. weeee ~
meet up with my usual peeps, tkyah ckp ..
org yng plan suro dtg kol 9, LAMBAT ! hahahah !
da biase da kne tgu org (:
hahahah ! i realised sumting ..
the funny ting is that .. sememang nyer aku tak bole disatukan dgn mary karat ..
she know, i know, yana know lorr .. tak tau, diam !
HA-HA !
break-fast(chey!chey!) with parents and sister at arab st ..
setelah braper bnyk kali tak nak ikot buke lua,
i was forced today to follow .. pasal tak nak buke rumah srg -.-
just ystrd,
father scolded me for some stoopid ting .. and i reali mean stoopid !
my niece wanted sumting from my cupboard .. a hello kitty tingy ..
u shld noe ur youngest daughter(which is me larh kan ..) attitude by NOW ..
once i say, i will NOT share means .. I WILL NOT ! DONT FORCE ME !
whats more if its sumting got to do with my DOLLIES and stuffs like that ..
yes, im PELOKEK .. so ??
why must i awaes give in to my niece ? yes, she's not even four .. so ??
u pampered her TOO MUCH ! way too much ..
klau tak dpt brg jek, nak buat prangai/meragam ..
biler da besa nant, klau dier kurang ajar .. salah kau jgk !
i swear, i cldnt take it ystrd ..
nak mandi pon jadi salah ke ?
merepek nak MAMPOS ! prangai mcm sial !
u say all those vulgarities, calling me bodoh and such ..
what ?? menyesal dpt anak mcm gni ? too bad lorr, u alr bring me up into this world lorr ..
the mins i step out of the toilet, and went into the room ..
she followed me ..
she asked, ' bi, merepek sehk .. pasal bende gtu pon nak bising .. aper merepek tah .. bi tak nangis ke ? klau akk kene, akk da nangis sehk .. '
and my ans was, ' da biase kak .. nak nangis bt per ? '
yes, i choose not to show what i actuali feels at that moment ..
):
so you see, when i got this someone who loves to carik pasal with me ..
and at the end of the day, dier binget sndiri ..
and start scolding me bengap, bodoh, puki, babi etc in his messages ..
its just the same like my father, who loves to say all those tings to me ..
it hurts, equally ..
but again, i choose not to show it ..
*sigh*
i donnoe why im blogging all this stoopid shits ..
but yea, i guess i need to let some of the tings out ..
to make me feel a lil bit better lorr ..