Thursday, March 26, 2009
i've decided not to go out ..okay, i mean i FORCED myself not to go ..
okay not ..
mummi allows me to go out ,
but i must be bck before my father go for work ..
which is ard 7 ..
tell me, klau mcm gtu ..
baek tk yah waste tym klua ! dudok rumah lagi bagos ..
i'm mitting em at 3, and coming bck at what, berfore 7 ?
that is sooo not saliza punye style !
i do feel guilty for having them to postpone this outing ..
i do feel sad having to send them that message ..
i do feel angry, cause my holidays is not lyke a holidays ..
do you how sad, irritated, angry and any othr emotions that i feel,
right now ?
i don blame them, seriously ..
they have to work, and since i'm th only one having holidays ..
so it's my job to take care of her ..
maybe it's just me ..
just my fcuking attitude, that's all !
i choose not to understand them,
and i choose be stubborn ..
:/
and so, i guess, my next two weeks of holidays ..
i will have to spend them at home alone ..
doin this babysitting job !
i guess i wont be able to go out as often lyke my past holidays ..
bleah !
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