Monday, October 06, 2008
i swear i feel lyke crying wen i woke up early in e morning todae ... bcoz of u that makes me this wae ...
i just donnoe whether its my fault or what ... because i swear i regreted not doing it ...
just two simple words, but i didnt even have the courage to send it to you ...
maybe because i'm just bein stubborn ..
or maybe because i'm afraid that i couldnt get exactly what that i wanted ...
or in simple words, all i'm afraid was that u will never wnne layan me ... you will simply just ignore me ..
get it ?
& i guess for the next two days,
i wouldnt be updating much ...
i'm having my makeup week,
& damn, i'm having 3daes straight aftnn !
yes, boring u can sae tat !
plus now that dere's e WDA(??) students in e ward,
tings will be done by em ! & i realli mean everiting !
so , i did nth todae ! ( as usual, nth surprising ! )
so yea, it seems tat me & haslin have tings in common ...
i mean lyke , e daes tat we will come our mens ..
& e dae that both of us actualli broke up with our boify ...
i mean lyke serious .. argh !
forget it , just a random tings that i wanne sae ...
bleah ! oh well !
haiz~~
i'm starting to hate everiting tat i'm goin thru right now ...
& why the hell must i still be thinking about you ?
yes, YOU ! YOU ! YOU !
why is it so hard for me to forget you my fren ?
tell me why !
thinking of everiting just makes me wanne cry out loud !
why must i even be stupid to make frens with you ?
why must i even get close to you ?
why must even i trust you ?
wwwwwhhhhhhhhyyyyyyyyyy ?!
& very importantly , why do i even create this shits ?!
no, not that i'm regreting it .. maybe abit larh ...
but not fully regreting it ok !
maybe because u are one of a hot stuffs tingy ,
that makes me regret it !
why on earth must it be you ?
get me ? no u dont ?
argh ! forget it !
i'm just typing nons !
orite , i'm off to bed now ...
i'm seriously damn tired !
both physically and mentally ...
so, good nytee !
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