Saturday, October 25, 2008
had my phase test todae ..
and for the very first tym ,
I FAILED MY TEST !
fcuk ! thanx to that ronnie sialan !
just imagine this ..
the minute you steps in , and sit down ..
he ask you this , ' how many times have you practice ? '
why the hell must he ask this question ? does it realli that important ?
i can feel that having hym as my examiner , is a tough one !
and dere you go , i'm right okay !
he kept prompting me AGAIN and AGAIN ,
even when i've alr given the rationale !
what's more do you want fcuker ?
if once , or twice .. i dont mind !
BUT THRU OUT MY PHASE TEST , THE MINUTE I START DOING ONE TING ,
YOU WILL PROMPT ME !
i've alr given you all the answers , but yet you askd me again !
ar you deaf or what ?
and while i was doing , you asked me questions .. !
what the fcuk !
and tell me , when that happens , how will you feel ? how will you react ?
OKAY , I HAVE TO ADMIT !
the minute he prompt me again ,
my mind when BLANK !
TOTALLY BLANK !
GEREK PER ?! fcuk !
seriously , i just feel lyke walking out of the room ...
what's the point of me continue on doin it ,
but still ended up failing ?
while feeding , i just feel lyke crying alr larh ..
but i tahan ! sabar saliza ..
AND THE MINUTE HE SAY , 'you may go .. ' ..
I WALK OUT , AND BURST OUT CRYING LARH !
FCUK !
i didnt even bother to put the manikin in proper position !
i don give a damn !
i cannot accept the fact that , I FAILED !
because of this new teachh !
i've alr tried my best , but having this new fcuking teachh to assess me ...
makes it even worst !
he realli follow step-by-step in the format larh !
what the fcuk ?! trying to be strict huh ?
this is oso the very first tym i get such teachh !
thats stopid larh !
and ...
thanks peepo for the comfort , appreciate much (:
and i realli hope , what you guys said is true ..
i will try not to tink abt it animore ..
cause everitings is over , i just have to take the re-test ..
but still , this re-test , i will still fail cause they will only take half of what you get !
CB ! what's the point then ?
i'm sick and tired having to do all this .. if you no longer needs me , please ... do what you have to do ... if ur busy with ur own stuffs , den do it ... i WONT bother you animore !
everiting just have to go against me todae !
seriously, i nid you now ! )':