Wednesday, September 24, 2008

bleah !
blogger is bein un-friendly to me , AGAIN !
fcuk larh cn ?!
mngguji kesabaran org no. one !
haiz~~
ok fine, hahah !
now is alr 6.45am ...
usually, by tis tym i ill be in my lala land once again...
but yea , todae i just cldnt get myself to slp ...
mayb i had too much slp,
or mayb i'm too full...
tats why...
hahah, ok lame ...
err , mayb i shld start cleaning now...
sblm kne mara kn kn kn...
i mean not realli now...
at later part of e dae !
heheh...(:
tapi susah larh , coz dere's too much of my dollies ...
wen i mean too much , i realli mean ALOT !
ltr my nose will be uncooperative, how ??
bleah ! susah susah !
but still, i nid to get it done by one of tis daes!
no excuses ! (:
i cant keep on lie-ing to myself...
which will hurt u even more...
i cant act on lyke as if dere's nth happens between us...
coz it will onli brings bck e memories of us for e past nearly two yrs r/s ...
i'm trying my very best to carry on wif my normal life,
though its abit difficult ...
we hafen been toking much for e past two weeks....
i mean , e real one-to-one toking...
i admit , it was my mistakes !
i shldnt haf been a bitch !
but i cant help it !
i nid sumone ... sumone hu i cn tok too...
u will awaes be givin me excuses ...
& i cant be bother to 'fight' bck, coz it will NEVER chg e situation ...
since duer2 kpale batu , den we will just carry on tis wae ...
coz i had enuff of everiting ...
i tink thru once & twice ...
if everiting were to end, i will accept it...
NO ! not bcoz i got another guy or wat-so-ever ...
(mayb tat's one of e reason! heh!) sshh !
but bcoz , i no longer realli love u tat much lyke how i used too ..
& u wldnt wan to accept me bck if u were to noe e truth !
HUNNEY , i'm sorry for hurting u ...
it was nv my intention to do all tis ...
but .... yea...
everibodi's chging !
sorry for all dose promises tat i made wif u ...
sorry for i cant make all dose dreams cum true !
we're still young , dere's alot more to cum in e future ...
e decision lies in ur hands ...
i wanne see how long we are gonne be tis wae ...
once again, i'm sorry !
for bein a bitch & syg-ing othr guy........
ouh, sorry for tat larh...
just ignore it , ok ??
hahah.. i took nearly one hour to type tis post...
serious per ??
oh my god ! i'm so slow...
bleah !
&& wanne noe sumting, one of my aunt is pregnant !
lyke oh my god ! e sixth child ...
so yea, i will b receiving one anak sdare & one adek sdare...
how cool is tat ??
ok ,dere's nth more i can update for now ...
& i didnt noe tat guyz wil read blog ??
i mean dey do blog , but reading othrs ??
nahh, forget it ...
(: