Tuesday, July 22, 2008
22 july...oriteeeee...
tym for an update...(:
starting frm tat mon,
i was in e male cubicle!
&& i swear it sux!
no! not bcoz dey ar fussy or wat larh...
it juz tat i'm bored...
all my patient ar those independent larh siol!
i was standing dere lyke one damn pillar!
&& i realli swear tat i hate tat feeling! ):
i feel awkward wen i first step into tat cubicle...
in my mind i was lyke....
'oh my god! male patients?!'
i realli feel... feel.... feel...
u noe!
i'm alr used to assisting female patients,
den suddenly cum to male, i start to feel less confidence!
lyke serious shit siol! ):
argh! *scream*
i was quite fcuked up wen all my frenz managed to sign their log bk for their assessment on e skills, but i dont!
i look lyke as if i'm complete useless larh sehk! ):
yea! spoke to ms rafikah abt it...
she agreed tat my cubicle is is more to stable patients...
&& wat she sae its quite true...
bein a nurse, u muz put away all tat shy2 tingy,
&& u will see tings & do tings tat u nv do b4...
wen i ask abt goin to othr cubicle, she allow miie, but....
she don encourage us to jump cubicle...
so, yea! haf to bear wif al tis tings...
i realli hope tat for e nx 3 daes,
it will nv be e same lyke tis!
oh god, please! ):
(u may ignore tis paragraph if u wan too!)
even one of my patient sae i din do ani work!
i was damn fcuking pissed off!
i realli do! i juz feel lyke crying juz nw, but i didnt!
coz i noe myself best, on wat i've done && wat i didnt...
serious, u tell miie wat am i supposed to do?!
all of u guys ar independent...
u guys don nid miie to assist u...
den wat sumor u wan?? huh??
did u evr see on wat i actualli had did?? did u??
did u evr saw miie accompany MY PATIENTS to e toilet for their bath??
did u evr saw miie goin to othr cubicles to help out??
NO U DIDNT!
u were dere in ur bed, or dissappering away to don-noe-whr!
yea! juz shut ur mouth if u didnt noe wat i had actualli done...
i'm still fresh, i'm still new, i'm still 'innocent'!
it's takes tym for miie to adapt to new cubicle...
please! please gif miie sum tym!
&& i swear, THIS FEELING IS DAMN SUCKY! )':
evn wen i was typing tis away,
i was tinking...
wat shld i do if tmr were to be e same??
argh! watever!
but, nvm...
i take tis as my learning point too...
&& i'll show u wat type of work i will do!
ok, enuf of hospital!
it's juz too disappointing to miie! ):
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yea...
mit up wif my HUNNEY todae! (:
&& he makes miie happie...
i swear!
i totally forget abt my boring/sucky dae at hospital...
I LOVE HYM YEA! (:
&& i'm sure no one can stop miie for tat!
bt yea, good tings muz awaes cum to an end! )':
he had to wen of for training...
haiz~~
wen home at abt 4.40...
&& here i am blogging/complaining away...
wat do u expect...
every humans will do tat!
no one will be happie wif wat dey haf/are...
haha...
ok ok...
i'm done!
sorrie for e super loooonnngggg post yea!
shall update more wen i haf tings to blog abt...
haha...(:
bubbye!