Friday, November 10, 2006
hey...im back...haha..came back from sch but still muz work...but i decided not go to work...coz i juz feel sad over wat had happened... we walk past each other but we did smile or look at each other...he gif me tat kind of irritated face...wat wrong did i do...why are behaving tis way toward me for tis past few daes...i realli couldnt figure out wat wrongs did i do until u do me tis way...ystrd u msg me at 11 plus saying tat u wanted to stop smsing wif..be it at noon or nite tyme...he kept saying i was tired n lazy to sms wif him...if u tink tat way...would i owaes be so dumb...stoopid...to wait for ur sms....do u noe how much u realli haf hurt me of msging me tat way... if are sick and tired of bein wif me...we can be off...totally off...i hate ur treatment towards me to be tis cold...u willing to treat other like as if they are ur gerlfren but why not me...i juz dont dare to ask u tat way coz i dont like to hurt u...but do u ever tot bout my feelings...did u ever juz once tink bout me....u said all the things tat u wan ur way...i shut myself...u made the decision n i juz accept it...if u are hapi wif the decision i will be hapi too...even if it goin to hurt me....wateve ur decision is im goin to accept...u asked me smsing wif u or waiting for my sis to come back home is more important...of coz waiting for my sis rit...but not to make worst i said both are important...i don noe wat wrong wif u until u do me tis way...are u trying to say tat u wanna break up wif me...but why..if tat wat u wan i cant do anithing...
k la..bubbye...